I know I don’t usually write on here, but I feel like ranting and this is the only place I could think of to do it. So don’t read this if you don’t want to, I don’t really care one bit. Anyway, here goes.
I just want to go back to school more than anything else. I hate being home. I thought I would love it, because I love my family, but they’re annoying the shit out of me. Sorry my brother is the perfect specimen of a human being and I just don’t live up to that. Even though he’s younger than me. It’s not my fault. I never get to do anything I want to, which really isn’t that much, considering apparently my friends hate me and never invite me to anything. Instead of going to Boston to watch my school’s lacrosse team in the final four and championship game, I have to go to my cousin’s graduation. Mind you, he never comes to any family thing ever, so why should I have to go to his? If he had the option to go to Boston or my graduation, I guarantee he would be in Boston. On top of my friends at home hating me, I never get to see my friends from school because perfect brother gets everything he wants and my parents always find reasons not to let me. Anddd on top of all of that, I can’t get a fucking job at the beach, which means I’m going to have to work for my dad, 8 to 5, 5 days a week, typing shit into a computer all day. Which means I’ll never be at the beach, and actually never see any of my friends. So instead, I’m going to teach myself to play guitar and run until I’m skinny and in shape. Maybe then I’ll be half the perfect person my brother is.
Really I’m just in a bad mood and probably exaggerating a ton, but all of it is true. And it sucks. Kay thanks for reading if you actually got this far. Makes me feel better just writing it.
